questions

We had an exciting week.  One filled with new adventure and making new friends and connections.  This week we were invited to spend time with some students who are learning english as a second language.  They ranged in age from 17 to maybe 35.  We were able to spend 3 hours with them talking about religion, politics, food, culture and many other things.  Several students asked repeatedly why we were here and why we would choose to move to Nicaragua when most Nicaraguans are trying to move to the states or else where.  I found myself really digging deep to explain to them the calling I feel God has on my life.  I really had to work at explaining it in such a way that they would be able to see our decision make sense.  Many years ago I read a book called the Upside Down Kingdom.  As we continue on this journey the information in that book becomes alive.  The students are right, it doesn't make sense why we would want so much to live down here and help the children.  The culture and economic situation does not allow the people here to reach worldly goals.  They have to constantly struggle to survive.  In North America, living the "dream" of worldly goals is much easier and the culture and economic situation are much improved.  However, as John and I continually wrestle and listen to God and what He wants for our lives, staying here and reaching the children of Nicaragua just makes sense.  Being a follower of Christ is not comfortable, relaxing and easy.  God has asked us all to get out of our comfort zone and challenge ourselves and those around us to be more than just living in the world.  God asks us to be a light on a hill.  We are the ones to make a difference for others only with God's help.  He gives us the strength to endure, the power to win and the patience to survive.  Living for God is different than anything I ever thought it would be. He has called us to help the children in Nicaragua, and following that call is one thing but living it out is a process that we are only at the beginning of.  I am thankful my Lord and Savior is with me.  I could not do this alone.  Thank you Heavenly Father for promising to be by my side through it all.  To God be the glory!